So I am so fucking excited! Tuesday is the FIRST SHOW AND THE RECORD RELEASE! Whenever I think about it, I actually feel like I am gonna poo my pants. I am in knots, just cuz I am excited and nervous. But every time I am nervous I end up doing well cuz I feel like I don’t want people to know I am nervous so I try and translate that into ENERGY and what is better then ENERGY?!
As some of you may know we played a private filmed gig for Live Nation Labs this past Tuesday and I was poop my pants nervous the WHOLE DAY. Because that was the first time this project that I’ve been working on for two years but been dreaming of FOREVER would really come to life. All the writing, singing, dancing, rehearsing, dreaming needed to converge into a reality and the live show is really what I have been talking about. I’ve been talking a big game when it came to the live act, so it was time to shit (figuratively this time) or get off the pot. The show went INCREDIBLY, better then I had expected and people fucking loved it. They could not believe it was our first show and that we had only had 4 fucking rehearsals (as a FULL band). The band was great, the girls were great, the dancing was great, the song, the singing everything worked together perfectly (it will be released in august btw). So I couldn’t fucking believe it, it was actually exactly what I wanted. And as an artist when something that you have been visualizing for so long comes to fruition exactly as you had wanted it is the most satisfying thing in the entire world. Now I am just beyond excited for the PUBLIC to get to see it, I know it exists, so now people just need to see it. I thought I would be less nervous for Tuesday but I’m not, I till get that tumbling feeling in my tummy literally every time I think about it. I can not wait to perform for everyone, i hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoy doing it, because I would love to be doing this for a very long time.
Let it begin, in 4 days.